Monday, September 26, 2011

Its Hurting me....But I Standstill HERE!!!!

Dear Blogger,

Hello...salam..Today's topic is about..what i would like to write...well2...first of all, i miss debatigng a lot....seriously....i MISS IT!!!
2nd, i miss all of the debaters....
The cool JIK
The Caring WAWA
The sweet  LYDIA
The Devil VS Angel SHATRY
The 23/3 LAI
The Cool ADAM ZAID
The Crazy MELVIN
The Jik's Partner ASRI
The always missing Edy....this last guy...he s different...very..very different..
The Anakonda bambam WAN..hahaha..(he ll kil me)
i miss THEM...i SAYANG them....sigh......
for some of those guys, i wont be able to see them anymore...as they will be off....finish their Foundation..hahah....
3rd,im in the exam mood....i got 3 more paper to go..i hope i can strive for it...as i am really looking forward to get my DL for this sem....Insy-Allah.....=)..last sem...same goes...but, i didnt mange to get it..i cried...it hurts....im really hoping for it....This sem,I WILL!!!!!
4th, its about love matters....hahah..in exam week still can think about that....see, i love this guy..but, like 2 hours ago he did admit that he likes other girl..damn...HURTS BADLY!!!!but, he s just not ready for a relationship....i dont know..but, yup...i will wait for him....alwasy will...it doesnt matter if he likes other girl...if i dont own him, but he loves other girl...i ll sacrifise....so, he ll be happy...Love doesnt mean we ll have to own that prson, right...???I told him that i always sing a song Gio-Getar hati when i love some1....sorry u..i ie..that song is for u...i sing it when i miss u....i try to distance myself from him...i dont want him to hurt or disturb his relation with that girl....but i cant...i end up crying and listen to that song.....like now....sigh...somehow, that song will calm me down too...like he always do....hahahah.....i totlly fall right.....WTVR....kay..gotta go...daaaaaa...see ya next time.....

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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Finals + Love + Missing + Siblings = Messed Up Again + Fun!...!

SALAM...hello dear bloggers...its been a while since my last entry...well...im not that busy...but, might be that busy i guess..hehehe.....lets see what i got here..owh, my fnals is ssoooo damn near the corner, i got 6 papers to go...one of it is account...cool aite????...and yet i haven t started to revise yet...lazy aite...???then...last time..i didnt mention it didnt i...??i fall for a guy...but..yeah..he doesnt have the heart for me....he rejected me..yet i still stands to win his heart..how stoburn i am aite...it juz..i love him for what he is....he is a simple guy, but trully special for me....ahaha..."jiwang"....=P....next...i miss my mama......sigh...my brother too...and my lil cute adoreble cat, chomot....sigh...and then, my brother got bitten up by an insect..makes him sick..yet his assesment for finals is like hell....poor him....so, when my sis and i decided to play some jokes on him..it only makes him mad......my bad...it was my idea...sorry kakak Eka Nafika.....and Abg Kiro...goodluck....get well soon...=)..i <3 u both......hehehe..and things went messed up again...then.....tommorow...i got dinner with all of my dear debaters....how ever..he is not going to be there....mac, my dear brother too....and my beloved Lydia Nasir....Owh dear...miss u guys......Mac..be strong...hope to hear from u very2 soon......thanx to Syimir Merican as he do helps to contact with my big bro, Mac as he is like MIA for some days.....huhu..thanx guys....=)...
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